my imagination seems to have gone away. please come back. i need you. i cut myself a fringe. i need a wee-wee. but the bog seems very far away from my bedroom. i think i might paint my fingernails. listening to avril lavigne. again. please dont hold it against me. i need a hug. i'm going to uist on saturday. i think i'll get one then. i got paid today. that is good. the family tree must be complicated. i know what i'll do:

I DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL. Я ХОЧУ ЇСТИ. Я ХОЧУ СПАТИ. Я ХОЧУ ЖАРТ. STOP COMPLAINING SO MUCH. THE TETLEY TEASPOON. THERE ARE RANDOM FRENCH PEOPLE IN MY HOUSE. GERMANS ARE FUN. BLOODY BLEEPING NOISE. ПOPOX. NOT EVERYTHING WILL GO WRONG YOU KNOW. BLACK LIPSTICK. WISH I WAS BORN IN THE 50'S. OLIVE OIL. R&B MAKES ME DO WEIRD THINGS. THESE YOUNG WHIPPER-SNAPPERS. I HATE COLDS. I'LL HAVE THEIR GUTS FOR SIUTABLE GARTERS. INK ON THINGS. TWIN. IT'S A GOGOL BORDELLO SONG. MUST PUT THE PLATES IN THE KITCHEN. COLOURFUL. OVER-FUCKING-WHELMED. FIVE POUNDS AND ONE POUND. GREEN AND RED. COMPLIMENTS. CONTRADICTIONS. DREAMS. FANASTIC! THANK-YOU. TROUSERS! NOO SHOOZ. FIFTEEN UNREAD MAIL MESSAGES I DON'T THINK SO. SHAKESPEARIAN INUENDO BINGO.

that'll do now. random thoughts that have accumilated of late. that i wrote down in the random place that is my computer monitor. it was looking very bland. now it has my mind splattered all over it. well not so much splattered as arranged in nice neat lines. i wish i got more comments on my stuff. especially my writings. i have ideas but they're not really there and its so so very annoying. i wish my imagination would come back. maybe i should just get my good old notebook and see what happens.

-an hour and fifteen minutes later.-
it worked!!
see Josh and Jane to see the result of that little spontanious thingy.

toodle-pip.